after the holly

the wind in washington has blown in a window. flying glass and pushed over plants, relieving boredom of a box never seeing mess, the correct house built for natures control.. no it is against nature that most housing is built,, Unaccepted of the shelterlessness of animals. It is something to loose, Our animal. animals are intuitive. animals know how to please themselves and only remember through body twitches, like a cat that automatically winces when a hand comes to pet them, but you know they have never been hit in thirty years. it just remembers.
the window crashed to the floor onto a carpet, it was old and the owners of the window ,of the square building are home asleep, a renter has no say in the land he occupies, no say to the quality of the windows, the clearness of the glass, it is someone else’s , and only cleanliness can the renter claim, and self decision to be here,or to leave,or to be housed, at all, it doesn’t seem a choice, as in humans are to big to burrow. but have in the past, in a past where every bit of land wasn’t bought up , by some investor and “ran” by “management”,, who are really to blame for the hatred, for the low quality of the pane of glass that broke, caused by improper glazing. the middle managers who perform no task as the Marx guy said.
the renter could have taken care of it. but was told not to.. its someones job. the Managers.. funny how a majority of our economy is people that tell and represent money, yet are uselessly earning a living. those same people get paid more than a construction worker who breaks his back to do things.. and yet has noting to retire on. the Lazy rich are: because they are ?smart? because they are greedy,, the most useless of people educated with a business degree.. while the lazy push around large sums of money, and laugh that the window broke. from some other country or from some other class consciousness, who’s houses have the latest windows, double pained.
Guilt is one. destruction of others, of planet is two.
Renters are trained to not care, Trained to blame. like the religions that say it is god’s fault and leave the rich out of it.. God’s were invented to protect the rich, or we would have killed them long ago.
I shouldn’t complain, i didn’t fix the window. Didn’t create the glass. Didn’t support the renter when he asked to be recognized, in fact it had nothing to do with me,, as i am the trillions who expect love and never get to see the glass as something we create instead of just looking through. Break it and let in the nature we are. the hope our organizations mean represent.. oh wait .. first the training would have to be faced,, the ideals that float through the pain.. like the prejudices we get like osmosis, i don’t know why i am writing this. the looking glass i guess, the point of procedure, the glass was broken and i cheer but alone on a road living in a car. where you sleep and nothing more. the rest is nature , the wind is freedom, the tears are quiet rain, the pain of sight, is hope of seeing , telling, knowing. we can not protect ourselves from nature. the fact that we try leaves what we call blame in place. systems ,, misunderstanding.
when the window broke i was standing there. i was outside, i was the cause with a hammer, I just wanted to wake up.

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